I was
raised to value toughness. You
do not
whine or cry about your situation.
Instead,
you grit your teeth and get things done.
So, imagine my joy
when I heard
people at church talking about “working hard for God”, or reading
passages that
said things like, “take up your cross and follow” (Mark 8:34).
“Whoever wants
to save their life will lose it, but whoever loses their life for
me will save
it” (Luke 9:24) made sense. The
language
fit too, because we labelled people with phrases like, “He is a
strong
Christian”. Be tough! Take on the challenge! See if you can do it! All of that sounded right to
me.
It
probably sounded right to Peter too!
On
the night of his arrest, Jesus tells the disciples, “This very
night you will
all fall away!” (Matthew 26:31). When
Peter hears this he replies, “Even if all fall away on account of
you, I never
will” (verse 33). Can you
hear it? Peter essentially
says, “Come on! I am too
tough to quit! These other
weaklings may give up, but I
won’t” and he meant it! When
the crowd
came to get Jesus, Peter pulled his sword out and started
swinging. He was ready to
die! He was who he claimed
to be. He was tough!
That
would be a great story if it ended there, but it does not. Just as Jesus predicted,
later that night,
Peter fails. Three times,
he denies knowing
Jesus (Matthew 26:69-75). Peter
fails at
the exact point where he thought he was the strongest. Satan did not attack a hidden
weakness. Instead, he went
after Peter where he was the
most proud of himself.
“Strong”
should not be our word. When
I focus on
my strength, my goodness or my ability, I am vulnerable. Focusing on what I have done,
or what I can
do, forces God to the sidelines and puts me on centre stage. That is never good!
Also, when the focus
of church
and faith is to show how good we can be, it automatically keeps
others
away. Those who need help
are not going
to seek it among those who are pretending that they need nothing.
Our
word should be “trust”. When
I learn to
trust, then I find all the other things I need.
Trust makes me pray, because I know that I need help. Trust gives me peace, because
I am reminded
that God is in charge. Trust
gives me
hope and joy, because I know that life is not just random chaos. Trust, surprisingly, also
gives me strength,
but it is not my feeble strength.
It is
God’s mighty power.
Pride
will sink us every time. Pride
pushes
God out. Pride repels
others. We are not those
who brag about ourselves. Rather,
we are those who brag about our God
and what he can do.
We
are
not the show. God is!
“Trust
in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own
understanding; in all
your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight”
(Proverbs
3:5-6).
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